Thoughts of an unromantic

Life is like reading a book Always taken it for granted We realize at the end What did we really wanted As regrets pour out like rain Where can I be When I move on From the clutches of the past Into the arms of present What can be my future When I leave my soul In the ruins of the past Before I get to open my present Yearning for a love, as deep as the sky of blue sea Adorned with a smile of mesmerizing twilights In order to forget the prospect of looming nights A world of life which has to be filled with rainbows of glee I was taking a stride Down the lane of bad phase I did stumble upon a chase Behind the light as a guide The time was stopped When I got out of the dark My heart was stopped When I saw your smile in lark In front of me there is an Ocean As big as the sky above us I stood there without a clue Until you came in front of me You took my hand into yours with a smile on your lips Locking my eyes with your eyes As a guiding star in the black sea of sky

A long walk along the border; Lying between the heart and mind. I am reminiscing strangely now. How it shook me up at that time. A presence of thin line divider; Root cause of all confusion in me. The trials I took to obviate the curtain, Ended up tasting failures all over again. Now, I wonder, why? I am on the stroll. On the path which I decided to forget. Little by little, it is getting clear. From the haze, that is surrounded here. Bit by bit, I found, losing my mind. Over the breath taking beauty. That got enshrined in my heart. Like, in the middle of the Ocean. Passing waves stirring up disturbances. Do not stimulate my mind; With the sweetest memories of you. O my dearest, forever; By being at center of my thoughts. All these times, I was an egoist. Chronic glances at u made me chivalric. What fortunes, did my eyes had for such a feast! Now, I am adorned with a jingoist fabric. Anxious loneliness imbibed impass

Who made me heartless? Like a thief stealing my time. O wicked one with a smile, Which takes my breath away. Who made me an itinerant? Like a detective, searching for clues. O charmed one with a look, that allures my mind into deep musing s. Who made me a seeker? Like a fate giving me a goal. O mighty one with a power, which takes my insipid will away. who made me an achiever? like a friend showing my value. O chanced one with a gift, that rouses my every cell to step ahead. Who made me a lover? like a god halting my time. O hearty one with a heart, which shines my life like never before.

A voice out of blue Ringing in my head As I had failed to read The Signs of love in you Stimulating waves of emotions Lurking inside the heart aplenty Chancing to burst out in tears Breaking the grip over the pain We happened to be afraid To confess the long overdue Of our ardours; as we swayed Due to fear of it being askew Our life is so dim What to do, come-on Can’t we light it on our whim? To save it from going oblivion Awake our conviction from slumber By shooing away the ignorant night Jolting us from dreams in lumber Confusion will breed as we catch our sight Let us ease our mind To make neurons flow The Signals in a row For the ideas we should find Leaving the tension with wind In order to make our life aglow Life will be in the shine of a kind While our love blooms like a rainbow

Today, here I am; at my life. Looking out for you all over. How could I reach you faster, without the details of you in rife. Yesterday, we were friends.  Looking after each other.  How did we ended up as unknowns; catering our ambitions alone. Those were the days, Where our only worry is what to lie; For the home work we skipped. We used to be naive but happy. We matured along with our dreams of life, But forgot how to smile properly. Passage of time made us lonely, As the care we had went missing. You too might have felt same, slowly. Like I did when I started reminiscing. A world I am searching, where I forget everything.  A life to enjoy at my leisure, without a bother about future. A time just for living as me; Only possible if you are beside me. Would I make it to you, before its too late. For us to start a life with each other. I am sure, you too regret, about our fate; Of  waiting for our lost love to gather. I will reach you, my love. Wait for

Thoughts are rushing in my mind, Breaking the barricade of silence. The time I feel,acting as my guidance, In enshrining the love in my heart, in kind. Endeavors of life, are such a mystery; Which gives us plentiful surprises. Never meeting our expectation history. While, astonish us with the better prizes. Those days I cherished, in loneliness. Curiously became a feat, even to think. Now,I could not live even a second alone. Without your presence, pulling me along. An ebb of shyness enshrouding me. While, I think of you affectionately. What is there with me! to share genuinely When, you are the whole world to me. Fear of losing you is on my mind, When I think about confessing my love. Even though, my heart assures your love. What if, your love on me is unlike mine! Here I am,contemplating over, due to rile, while watching the passing clouds in the sky. The graceful movements telling me to smile, As I realized, your heart is already at my standby. How